Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Sixteen

Edward

I couldn’t sleep. It was pointless to even close my eyes and try. I felt like such a failure as I sat next to Bella’s sleeping form, replaying the scene of Bella breaking her ankle in my mind. I shouldn’t have even let her run in the forest. She’d told me multiple times how clumsy she was, and even though I’d taken her seriously, I never thought her lack of coordination could cause this.

I pinched the bridge of my nose and sighed. From what I could tell, the break wasn’t terrible, but the fact still remained that Bella was now in pain, and I had nothing to fix it. I would have to wait on her hand and foot now, and even though I didn’t mind, I wasn’t sure if I even could. What if another storm passed? I couldn’t just haul her to the grotto. And our measly excuse for shelter--the spot where the trees covered us from the rain--would be no means to protect us in that situation. We were really screwed now. Just when I thought things couldn’t get any worse, they did just that.

I looked up at the sky. Do you really hate us that much, I thought, . The only good thing that’s come out of this horrible ordeal is the fact that I actually met her. I looked back down at her angelic, heart-shaped face. My body was really worn out, my eyes closing of their own accord. I tried once again to sleep, but even though I was tired, my mind wouldn’t stop.

Hours passed, and I still lay there next to Bella, and the sun started to make its presence known. I wondered how today would go, whether it would be twice as hard as usual, or if we would get on just fine, considering the new circumstances. I laced my hands together and put them behind my head, waiting for Bella to wake up.

Another hour passed, and the sun lightened up the sky with dawn. I guessed it to be about seven, and was just about to get up and find breakfast when I heard the most peculiar sound. It was very faint and far away, but I knew I wasn’t imagining it. Another plane? I thought warily. If it was indeed a plane, and it passed us up, I didn’t know what I would do. I would probably go crazy for good this time. I sat up and looked at the sky. The trees clouded my view, so I got up and walked onto the clear sand. I scrunched my eyes, wishing I had a pair of binoculars to see farther. I looked all around the sky, searching. The sound was stronger now, and I knew it was closer. Hope filled me instantly, especially when I could make out the small dot far away. I didn’t know what it was, but it was something. I waited a few more seconds, holding my breath nervously. My heart was beating a million miles a minute, and I tried not to blink, afraid that if I would close my eyes, it would disappear.

It wasn’t a bird. It wasn’t a plane. It was a helicopter. The sound of the main rotor blades hitting the air loudly was like heaven to my ears. The closer the copter came to the island, the more hopeful I became. It was facing me directly, to where I could see the nose and the blades only from my distance. It wasn’t only passing us, I realized--it was coming for us. When it was close enough that I was sure it wasn’t going to just leave us, I ran back to Bella. She was still sleeping; the sound wasn’t quite loud and close enough for her to be woken by it yet.

I kneeled at her side quickly, overexcited. “Bella!” I called. She didn’t move, still asleep. I shook her gently and said her name again. Her eyes opened slowly, and I beamed in delight. I pointed toward the helicopter, laughing at her confused face.

“Bella! Oh my God, look!” I told her, almost shaking with all the emotions running though me. Bella grabbed her chest and tried to get up. I pushed her back down, and she stared at the helicopter in the sky as I picked her up. She made a few noncommittal noises as I carried her hurriedly though the trees.

“Please tell me I’m not dreaming, Edward,” she whispered finally, still looking at the sky. I pinched her leg playfully and she yelped.

“Nope. Not dreaming,” I told her happily. She smiled so wide and gripped me tightly around my neck, still not looking away from the helicopter. I set her down in the sand and stood. The copter finally reached us, the force of the blades blowing our hair and bits of sand and the trees. It was very loud, but seeing the words “Coast Guard” warmed me enough to not even notice. It lowered close to the ground, only about fifteen feet in the air before stopping. It couldn’t land fully because there wasn’t enough room on the sand. A rope came out of the bottom and a huge man in a red uniform came sliding down onto the ground about ten feet away from us. He was still wearing a headset from the helicopter, and when he faced us, I could see he was of Native American descent. He had very dark skin and cropped black hair, and he was so big that I was surprised he didn’t weigh the whole copter down. He ran over to us, taking in the way I held Bella on the ground. He looked at our attire in confusion.

“My name is Jacob Black, and I’m a member of the United States Coast Guard. We got a call about a week ago saying there was an SOS on an uncharted island. I’m sorry it took us so long to find you, but without having coordinates of this place, it took us forever to locate it,” he yelled in a deep voice, loud enough for me to hear him over the sound of the blades. I nodded and was about to tell him that we were survivors of a plane crash two months ago, but he started again.

“Can she walk? What happened?” he asked, nodding towards Bella.

“She has a broken ankle,” I told him.

He nodded at me and bent down to get Bella’s attention. “I’m going to get a stretcher down here so we can get you into the helicopter. Are you okay with that?” She nodded her head and smiled. He smiled back, and even though we were about to be saved, I scowled at the way he looked at her. He ran back to the rope and started talking to the people inside the copter through his headset, telling them to let down a stretcher.

Bella looked up at me, and I gave her a warming smile, gripping her hand and kissing it.

This is really happening, she mouthed at me. We watched as a cage was lowered down, holding a stretcher. As Jacob grabbed hold of it and got it ready, I picked Bella up and carried her closer. The pressure from the blades made Bella’s hair go crazy in my face, and I was sputtering pieces out of my mouth. She laughed loudly, and I found the sound contagious. We erupted in short hysterics. At that moment, anything would have been funny because we were finally being saved. I think we just wanted a reason to laugh and act happy.

I set a still-grinning Bella onto the stretcher and Jacob shooed me away so he could strap her in. Seeing Jacob in his clean uniform with Bella right next to him in next to nothing, her only clothes filthy and torn, made me think again how hard it was going to be in the real world. Jacob Black was the first person we had seen in what felt like forever, and this moment would be forever burned in my brain. Bella’s long hair fanned out against the white sheet under her. Her dirty clothes stained the whiteness with dirt and sand. The straps came over her chest, stomach, and knees, and she was instructed not to move. She looked from me to Jacob, and then to the helicopter nervously. I watched as Jacob latched her stretcher to the cage and signaled for the people above to lift them up. Bella clenched her eyes and did as she was told. I held my breath, fearing the worse--that they would drop her.

Five minutes later, she was safe inside the copter, and I was still on the ground. Jacob started to lower himself back down to come for me. I looked from under the helicopter to the rippling water that seemed to go on for ages. I looked around at the white sand and the trees, committing it to memory.

Everything that happened here, every touch, kiss, moment that Bella and I experienced here, ran though my mind. The first time we kissed, the first fire I lit for us, climbing the trees with her, catching fish, swimming naked together, making love for the first time just a few feet from where I stood now…it was all coming back to me. We would never experience any of that again. We wouldn’t need each other like we did.

Then all of the bad moments replayed in my mind--Bella running from me and getting lost in the rain, Bella having nightmares, Bella calling me a pervert, Bella breaking her ankle, Bella crying because the plane left us, and finally, Bella letting go of me in the water during the storm and nearly drowning. The image of her pale face under the water, her hair flowing upward as she sank lower--my falling angel--would never be forgotten. I would give anything to never have to go through that feeling again, the feeling of complete loss and uselessness.

This island was beautiful, and we made really great memories on it. It was our destiny to find each other this way and fall in love while stranded, but it was time for us to go. We needed to make more memories elsewhere, happier memories.

I looked back at the helicopter as Jake was running toward me again. He asked me if there were any others on the island, and I told him no. He strapped me to the rope and told me to hold on. I complied, and we were both pulled to the top.

Once inside, I walked to Bella, who was still on the stretcher, ignoring everyone else. A splint had been put on her ankle for the moment until she could get medical assistance. She looked up at me and gripped my hand again. We both looked out the window at the island getting smaller as we flew away.

We were both given a headset to block out the loud sound, and I could see tears leaking from Bella’s eyes. I wiped them away with my thumb. She bit her lip and said, “I’m going to miss it.” I nodded my head and mouthed, Me too.

When the island was completely out of view, I looked around at the others, who had been pretty silent so far. I realized they were probably trying to give us a few short minutes of privacy before questioning us. Three of them were Native American, just like Jacob, but I couldn’t tell what the pilot looked like with his back to me.

One of the men started talking to me though the headset. His name was Sam.

“Do you mind telling me how you got on that island?” he asked.

“We survived a plane crash two months ago. We were Flight 1107 from Voyage Airlines on our way to France,” I explained. Sam’s eyes widened.

“Are you two the only survivors?” he asked next. I nodded.

“I don’t think anyone else made it.”

Sam looked to the others. “The press is going to have a field day.” They nodded in agreement, and Bella and I looked at each other.

“What are your names?” Sam asked, getting my attention again.

“I’m Edward Cullen, and she’s Bella Swan,” I told him. He wrote down our names and asked if we were related or if we had any family members on the plane. Then he asked where we were from, and when Bella said she was from Florida, he said that we would land there so she could go to a hospital and call her family. I could call my family, too, and Sam said he would get someone to book me a plane to Chicago.

“NO!” Bella and I both shouted at the same time. Sam jumped in surprise at our outburst. “No planes, please,” I amended.

“Oh, sorry,” he muttered.

We spent another two hours in the helicopter before we finally saw land. Bella sighed happily when Jacob pointed down and announced we were almost in Tampa.

We landed on top of a hospital, like in the movies, and people rushed toward us to get Bella out of the helicopter. They got her out first, and she tried to remain calm, keeping her eyes on me. I held her hand until we were at the doors, and a woman tried to push me away from her. Sam explained our situation to the doctors, and I wanted to tell them that I was a doctor, and I knew that Bella wasn’t in any immediate danger with only a broken ankle and being a bit under weight, but I knew that they wouldn’t listen to me since I was really only an intern. The woman kept pushing me away, however, and telling me that they needed to bring Bella in separately. I wasn’t happy about that.

“No, I don’t want to be away from her,” I said. I probably sounded really pathetic, but I didn’t care. I hadn’t been away from her in two months, and I didn’t want to start now. I was afraid that if they took her out of my sight, I would never see her again. I knew that since I wasn’t related to her or married to her, they didn’t have to give me any information or let me see her. I started to panic, especially when Bella looked up at me with scared eyes. She didn’t want to be away from me, either.

Sam held me back, though, stopping me from going after her. They rolled her through the doors, out of my line of vision.

I turned to Sam. “Why are they doing this? A broken ankle doesn’t require all this rushing.”

He shrugged. “Well, you two were on an island for a long time. They’ll want to check for diseases, and we told them we were coming with two victims of a plane crash. It’s understandable that they would be on high alert. Just wait till this gets around the country. I remember when they announced on the news that the plane had crashed. It was…absolutely horrible. We even went looking for the…remains, and couldn’t find anything. It was like the plane just disappeared.”

A man came up to me and told me to follow him. “It sank pretty fast, from what I can remember,” I said. Sam grimaced.

“They’re going to want the whole story,” he said before I was pulled though the doors and into the hospital. I wasn’t even paying attention to where I was being led to. I just kept looking for Bella, desperate to see her. People stared at me as I walked through the halls. I was still only in the ragged, dirty shorts, and my hair was still full of sand and other things. I must have really looked like a swamp monster to everyone. Plus, it was freezing in this hospital, and I hadn’t known the comfort of an air conditioner in the longest time. It was so surreal, walking here with people all around me. Just this morning, Bella and I had been together, and I was worrying about how we would manage our predicament with her fractured ankle. I covered my chest as I walked, trying to ignore the stares and whispers of people who didn’t know me and didn’t know what Bella and I had gone through. The man leading me took me to an empty room and gave me a clean white shirt and pants. He showed me to a shower and told me to get cleaned up so they could run a few tests. Apparently I was too filthy for anything right now, or maybe I just stunk.

I did as I was told, wondering if they were asking Isabella to do the same thing at that particular moment. Turning the knob for hot water, I remembered how I had really wanted my first bath to be with Bella. I had wanted to wash her clean and have her do the same for me. Instead, I was alone in this small hospital shower. I hurried anxiously, hoping that if I was fast enough, they would let me see Bella and make sure she was okay.

When I got out, dressed and feeling clean, but still not quite satisfied since it wasn’t a shared experience with my Bella, I found the same man waiting for me on the bed closest to me. I guessed he was a nurse by the way he was dressed. Or maybe he was an intern like me. It didn’t really matter, but I was trying not to focus on how mad I was that they weren’t letting me see my girl.

“You’re going to have to fill this out for me, and if you give me a family member’s name and number, I’ll call for you,” he said. He handed me a clipboard with papers, and I gave him Carlisle’s name and number. When he left the room, I sat on the bed and started filling out the papers.

I wondered what they would tell Carlisle. Why wouldn’t they let me call him? And what would Carlisle think? Would he think someone was playing a crude joke on him and simply hang up? I wasn’t sure. My “death” may have really shaken up the family. What if he believed it? I could imagine him telling Esme, and then they would rush here to see me and take me home. I could be with my family in only a few hours, and we would hug and cry and embrace. My mom would tell me she was never letting me out of her sight again, and we would laugh and be happy.

Bella….I suddenly thought. I wasn’t going home without her. My gut did a flip at the thought of her parents coming here. Surely, they would call her family and they would come straight away. What if they took her home, and I never got to see her again. I didn’t have any way of reaching her.

I took a few deep breaths, trying to calm down. I knew her full name, and I knew her parents’ names, and I even knew her address. It wouldn’t be hard to find her, even if--Heaven forbid--we got separated. I took comfort in that, and tried to finish the paperwork.

When I finished, I pushed the nurse button like the man had asked me to. I found it strange that I was ordered to sit in here instead of a waiting room. Did they really think I was diseased enough to corrupt the hospital? I mean, I had been on an island, not in a brothel.

The nurse man came quickly, and he led me down a hall. Workers in scrubs stared at me again as we walked. The man told me his name was Andy, and that I needed to have a blood test and a physical.

“Do you know if I’ll get to see Bella?” I asked him. He looked at me curiously. “The girl that was rescued with me,” I explained.

“I don’t know. I’m not sure what they’re doing with her, probably running more tests than you since she broke her ankle. We haven’t been able to get in touch with either of your families, but we’ll keep trying. When everything with her is done, and she asks for you, I’m sure they’ll let you see each other,” Andy said. I nodded, and he asked for another number they might be able to reach, so I gave him Esme’s cell. It was strange that Carlisle wouldn’t answer his phone, but I didn’t dwell on that at the moment.

I did my physical, and then Andy said he would fetch me later for my blood test. Esme hadn’t answered her phone, either, so I told him to just wait, and that I would try later. Again, instead of putting me in a waiting room, he brought me to wait in that empty room again. I lost my composure and asked what the hell was going on.

He sighed. “The news is all over this already. Our phones have been ringing off the hook since word got out that survivors from the crash came to this hospital. No one can believe that you two actually lived, and the press is trying to get pictures and the story from you and Bella. The waiting room isn’t safe for you right now, and we put you in here for privacy. Unless you want to be interrogated by them…” he added.

Oh. I felt like an asshole. I shook my head and apologized.

“Our security is trying to get a hold of the situation, and hopefully by the time you leave, there won’t be anyone to attack you for information. There will be some officers in here later to question you about everything, though. I hope you don’t mind talking to them. They just need to know the whole story.”
After I agreed, Andy left me in the room and said he would be back shortly to escort me to get my blood tests. I sat down on the little white bed and wondered where in the hell Isabella was in this hospital. She was near, I could just feel it, and I wished I could run to her. We’d only been apart maybe an hour, and I was already going insane.

I walked over to the window, curious. Opening the blinds, I saw newscast vans parked in the large lot, people swarming everywhere, probably trying to get the scoop. I wondered how long it would take for the news to reach my parents. Why weren’t they answering their phones, anyway? My mom always answered her phone, and Carlisle usually picked up unknown calls because he got so many being that he was a doctor. I closed the blinds and turned away, frustrated. What was so important that they were ignoring the most important call probably in my whole life?

Ten minutes later Andy showed up again and took me to the little office where a woman was taking blood tests. I wondered if Bella had been tested yet, and suddenly found hope that she would be in the room with me for that. I was sorely disappointed, though, when I saw the other chairs around the room empty. I groaned and sat down. I fucking hated giving blood. It was the only thing in the world that had ever managed to make me weak enough to pass out.

“Please get this over with, and don’t miss the vein,” I barked at the woman. She glared at me for a second before tying the band around my upper arm. I really didn’t even care about being polite anymore; I just wanted to see Bella, bring her home, shave, bathe, and have sexy time. Was that too much to ask for?

Feeling sluggish, I walked back to the stupid room. Andy piped questions at me, but the only one I heard was whether I wanted food. I nodded vigorously at him and he assured me he would try to get me something. The man probably felt sorry for me or something for being stuck on an island. I didn’t think I looked like a skinny barbarian, but that was how I was being treated.

I put my head down on the pillow of the bed. It was so soft, and memories of my own pillow came back to me. I couldn’t wait to go home. And now I wouldn’t feel so lonely in that huge house anymore. Bella would be with me, and we could start our lives over.

I just hoped my parents hadn’t sold my house already.

Exhaustion was starting to take over, and my eyes drooped. I let sleep take me.

A female nurse came in some time later and woke me up. She gave me a plate of nasty hospital food and juice. She informed me that she was going to get the police to come in for a few minutes so I could explain what had happened. I drank the disgusting apple juice while waiting.

Ugh. Just when I think I’m finally going to get away from eating fruit nonstop, they give me fucking apple juice. I think I’d rather just starve. At least the hospital I interned at had better food.

I wondered if Bella was eating the food they were giving her. Was she thinking of how much she’d rather have fish right now? I chuckled at the thought of her thinking about me while I was thinking about nothing but her.

A knock on the door notified me that the officers were here. It was the Chief of Police of the city, and he introduced himself as Marcus Harold. He asked me what flight I had been on and what airline. I knew that he was just following protocol--everyone knew what plane had crashed and where we were headed.

When he asked how we survived, I told him how neither Bella nor I had been buckled at the time, and how when we started to go down, I grabbed her and held onto the most stable thing I could find. It was hard to remember every detail, and when I thought of how the people had screamed and shook, I shivered. The actual crash hadn’t affected me much while on the island. I never really thought about how many lives were lost. Now I felt incredibly selfish for never even giving it a thought.

“I remember when we hit water, the plane started to fill up from the nose, and we were at the back of the plane, so we had a minute to figure out what to do. Well, I had a minute; Bella had passed out already. Everyone else was still buckled in, and even if they were still conscious, the water wasn’t letting them unbuckle to get out. The left wing had been ripped off near us, so there was a big gap. When the water reached my feet, I swam to the gap and got out of the plane. The pressure of it sinking pulled me down, but I managed to keep upright in the water and kick up. Then I reached the surface,” I said, drifting off.

“And there were no others? No one else came up after you?” he asked. I shook my head. “Tell me how you found the island.”

“We drifted all that night and the whole next day. We finally spotted the land at sunset the next day and we swam to it. And the rest is history.”

“Why were you going to France? Business? Pleasure?”

“My sister was getting married there, and I was on my way to the wedding,” I whispered. He nodded and tucked away the little pad of paper he had been writing everything on.

“Well, Mr. Cullen, your story matches Miss Swan’s account of what happened. I understand you two had never met before this ordeal?”

“No.” He had already talked to Bella?

“You’re both very lucky. From what I understand, the plane had almost two hundred passengers.”

“So you’ve talked to Bella? How is she?” I asked. He looked at the nurse and said that he couldn’t relay information about her condition to me. I rolled my eyes as he thanked me and walked out.

A few minutes later, the nurse was still in my room, seemingly debating something. She sat on the edge of my bed and I looked at her curiously. She looked back at me piteously and hesitated.

“Please don’t tell anyone I told you, but I think you have a right to know this, okay?” she asked in a whisper, as if she were afraid there were cameras around. I scrunched my brows in confusion before she continued.

“That girl, Bella,…she’s going to be fine. She fractured her fibula, and it’s out of place, so they’re going to give her surgery tomorrow. Other than that, she’s just slightly underweight, as are you. I didn’t catch the whole story, but I think the doctor is going to give her some iron supplements. She’s sleeping right now, from what I’ve heard,” the woman said. I sighed in relief; Bella was okay.

“What about our blood test results?” I asked.

“Those should be in by tomorrow morning. They want you to stay here until tomorrow, but I don’t know when they’re going to let Bella out.”

“Thank you. I really appreciate you telling me this. I won’t tell anyone you blabbed,” I promised.

“So you haven’t gotten in touch with anyone?” she asked me next. I shook my head.

“Try using my phone. I get free calls after nine at night.” She handed me her cell and I freaked out at the fact that it was after nine already.

I dialed my mom’s cell first, but it went straight to voicemail. Then I dialed Carlisle’s and it rang, but he never picked up. I knew that they didn’t even know how to check their voicemail, so I didn’t bother leaving one. I called the house phone next, and after three rings, someone finally picked up.

“Hello?” the sweet voice of my parent’s live-in-maid said.

“Mrs. Cope! Are my parents around? I’ve been calling their cells, but no one’s answering!” I said frantically.

“Emmett? Are you sleep calling again? Are you intoxicated? Sweetie, this behavior needs to stop,” she said firmly. What the hell? I thought. Mrs. Cope knew my voice; she’d been like my grandmother for the last seven years.

Oh. Until I died.

“No, Mrs. Cope! It’s me, Edward! Remember that plane crash? I’m not dead! I lived, and now I’m back. I’m at a hospital in Florida, and I really need to talk to my parents!” I practically yelled. It was quiet for nearly a whole minute before she spoke again.

“Emmett, really…this is not funny,” she said sternly.

“No! It’s me, I swear, Mrs. Cope! Ask me anything and I’ll prove it to you! My first car, my favorite shirt that you accidentally turned pink and told me not to tell anyone…it’s me, Edward! C’mon, you know my voice!”

“Edward?” she asked hesitantly.

“Yes! It’s me, I promise, I promise!”

“Where are you again?” she asked.

“I’m at a hospital in Tampa Bay. I’ve been on an island the last two months, and I was saved this morning. I need to talk to Mom and Dad.” I was so happy that she was finally believing me.

“You’re alive! Oh, Edward!” Then she was silent for a few seconds. “Oh, no, Honey. Everyone’s in France again. Alice rescheduled her wedding, and it’s in three days!”

My heart dropped then. No one was even in the states to know what had happened. They weren’t answering their phones because they were probably too busy getting everything in order for the wedding.

“Edward? Edward?” Mrs. Cope called, getting my attention.

“Yes, Mrs. Cope, I’m still here,” I said flatly.

“Tell me exactly where you are, and I’ll get take the first plane to get you. Are you hurt, dear? Are you going to be okay? You sound fine, but I can’t be sure,” she said.

“Yeah, I’m okay.” I let out a breath and gave her directions to the hospital. She told me she would be there early the next day, and we hung up.

I decided I would try one more time with my parent’s phones. It was pointless again, so I tried Emmett’s

After two rings, I heard the phone click, and Rose’s voice flooded my ear.

“Hello?” Finally, I might be getting somewhere.

“Rose, I know this is going to sound crazy, but I need you to listen before you hang up, okay?” I pleaded.

“Who is this?” she asked angrily. Why couldn’t Emmett have picked up instead?

“It’s Edward, listen--”

“Edward?” she cut me off.

“Yes--”

She cut me off again. “Look, I don’t know what kind of sick fuck you think you are, but this isn’t funny. My husband is still fucked up over what happened, and you think you can prank call him about it? Fuck you!” And she hung up.

I sighed and gave the nurse back her phone.

“Sorry,” she said. She left and I was alone in the room for the rest of the night, aggravated and pissed off.


(three days later)

Alice



I stared at my reflection in the floor to ceiling length mirror, ignoring the constant chatter of my bridesmaids. My dress was a Vera Wang, the most beautiful one I had seen almost a year ago now. The beading was very intricate, making subtle patterns from the top to the waistline, where it bunched up into many pearls. It was very poofy, not something I would normally pick because of my height, but when I put it on for the first time, I just knew.

I looked up to my face, which seemed to have bloomed worry lines over the last two months alone. This was supposed to be a happy day, the happiest day of my life. I was getting married to the man I loved more than anything in the entire world.

The green eyes in the mirror matched the ones of my brother. The brother that was supposed to be here.


“What’s wrong, honey?” my mom asked, laying a hand on my shoulder, trying to comfort me. No bride was supposed to be frowning like this.

“Edward,” I explained, fighting the tears back. “I wish he was here.”

My mom hugged me tightly, trying to keep her chest away from mine in fear of damaging the dress. “Me, too, Sweetheart. But even though he’s not here doesn’t mean he’s not going to see his baby sister get married.” She kissed my cheek and pulled away.

“And no one’s going to eat the fancy shrimp poppers that will be served. I got them especially for Edward because he’s the only one who actually likes them,” I said sadly.

Mom laughed. “I bet he’s eating as many shrimp poppers as he likes right now.” She laughed at loud at a memory. “I remember when he first started at the hospital--he wanted me to pack him a lunch and send it with your father every day just so he wouldn’t have to eat the hospital’s food. His first day, I sent him some of that, and he called me during his break to thank me and asked if we had any more at the house.” She laughed some more and wiped a tear from her eyes.

“Your brother is probably scowling at us right now for teasing him,” she continued.

“Yeah,” I agreed. I would give anything to see that grumpy-but-humorous face of his again.

“Remember when I told him I was getting married?” I asked her.

She chuckled. “Oh, yes. He threw a fit, especially when I asked him when he was going to get married.” She sighed, reminiscing. “I would have loved to see that crazy hair of his on a grandchild.” She shook her head, fighting tears. “You know, the first day I went grocery shopping after his…death…I went straight to the aisle with Vienna sausage because it was something I bought for him every time. He always did like the weirdest foods, your brother. Anyway, I picked up a can and was about to put it in the buggy, and I stopped and remembered that I didn’t need to buy it anymore. I started sobbing when I set the can back down on the shelf, and your father and I just starved for the next week because I couldn’t bear to go out again.”

I was taken aback at my mother’s admission. She looked at me sadly, but placed a smile on her face. “And then I realized something very important. Edward would not want me and your father to suffer because of what happened. We mourn him, yes, but he would not want us to be miserable. And he wouldn’t want you to be crying on your wedding day. I’m sure that wherever he is, he wishes he could be here. And I bet he would do anything possible to see his sister get married,” she finished. I smiled at her, realizing she was right.

“Ladies, line up!” someone called from the door to the dressing room. It was time to go down the aisle. It was time to start our future.





All pictures are taken from either Google or Deviantart.

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Fifteen

Day Forty One Stranded

Bella

A week had passed. A whole, horrible week. Seven days since the plane crossed in the sky, and there was not one sign that anyone had seen us. It felt like the end of the world.

Really, how long would it take for another plane to pass? And what were the chances that it would even see us? Were we doomed to this island? Had Edward and I done something in a past life to deserve this complete horror? I knew I was being a bit irrational and pessimistic, but seeing the plane just keep going, hearing the sound fade into the distance as I stood there, helpless, I couldn’t help but lose all hope.

And Edward…my Edward. He was coping with both his sadness and mine. I felt like a complete bitch. We hadn’t spoken much in the last seven days, and it was terrible. But I knew it was because we couldn’t just pretend to be happy and get over the plane’s ignorance. We couldn’t be our normal selves again, the happiness we had formed on the island was just gone. It would take some time for both of us to build up hope again.

Every night when we would try to sleep, the image of the plane just flying away made me cry again, and Edward would hold me and tell me he loved me. I was a complete jerk, not even asking him how he was dealing with it all. The fact that he ignored his sadness and took care of mine spoke volumes about his character and the love he held for me. It also killed me that he didn’t seem to want to touch me. The voice of reason in the back of my mind simply reminded me that he was probably too scared to make a move because of all the emotions I kept spilling over. I understood to an extent but we hadn’t gone this long since we started. Fourteen days was my limit, depressed or not.

Now we had been staying close to the edge of the island at all times, making sure one of us was always looking for any sight of a plane or boat. Edward had taken to making larger fires, hoping they would get noticed. If I didn’t want to get rescued so badly, I would worry that he would light the whole island on fire.

I sat on my large boulder, twirling a flower Edward had given me between my fingers. I watched him add more wood to the already raging fire before us, my eyes darting up to the sky every few minutes. I stared at the little pink petals, so soft and pretty in my hands. I thought of a time when I was younger--my mom had tried to plant roses in the flowerbed in front of our house, but, like most things my mom does, the hobby didn’t hold her interest for long, and the poor plants had died within a month.

I wondered what she was doing now, at the particular moment. Had she taken up another hobby, hopefully to distract her from the weight of my “death”? Or was she too heartbroken to even function, as I guessed my dad was? I pushed the pointless thoughts away--they weren’t going to help me any. Bringing my face up to smell the flower, my eyes met Edward’s a few feet away. His expression was one of a man who was distraught. I was starting to grow accustomed to this look on his face: worry. I smiled at him slowly, hoping he got the message that I was okay. It didn’t seem to satisfy him, however, because he walked closer to me and sat down slowly.

“I hate seeing that look on your face,” he said. It was the most he had spoken to me in what felt like forever. I attempted another smile and cupped his face lightly with my palm.

“Not as much as I hate seeing the look you’re giving me, Edward,” I replied. He leaned into my touch and kissed my palm.

“This can’t tear us apart. I won’t let it,” he said a few seconds later. I shook my head in agreement.

“Then why is it the only time you seem to really want to be around me is when I cry every night? Other than that, you’ve been ignoring me.”

His eyes grew wide at my admission, and I could see remorse taking over his face. “Bella,” he started, “I’m so sorry. I thought you wanted to be alone in your thoughts. I didn’t think you were really in the mood for me to be in boyfriend mode for you.” He blinked quickly and looked away from me. “Most of the time, I can tell what you’re thinking and what you want, but I guess sometimes you can be a complete mystery to me, Bella Swan. It’s pretty frustrating, let me tell you.” I laughed out loud, really laughed for the first time in a week, and it became contagious as Edward chuckled along with me. The fact that he was trying to figure me out when no one else had ever even bothered was heartwarming and pretty amusing.

“Looks like there’s one thing you’re not perfect at, Cullen,” I teased. My heart felt slightly better; I was glad that it had been somewhat resolved. So long as Edward and I were okay, I couldn’t be devastated. I also couldn’t wish to have never been stranded here, because then I wouldn’t have fallen in love. It was amazing how just looking at his face cheered me up. I was still going crazy on the inside with all the anxiety and worry about what was going to happen to us, but I knew it could be much worse. I was so glad that we had finally settled our awkward silences and were hopefully on our way to happiness because if I didn’t have Edward…I couldn’t even think about the wreck I would be. So long as I had him, I could hope again and endure anything.

~***~

The sun was really starting to drain us out, still hot even though it was now almost October. My body had lost about seven pounds just from being on the island, and I had been slim and a little on the weak side to begin with, so the heat was definitely taking its toll on me more so than Edward. He still looked like a bathing suit model, but I could tell he had slimmed a bit, too. His cheeks had sunken in just a touch, but I could hardly tell because of his heavy stubble. His hair was lighter than it had been when I first met him on the plane, and now it was this pretty lighter bronze color. My hair had lightened up, too, but since it was so long, only the top of it got lighter while the rest stayed dark. I was sure I looked extremely weird, and looking at my reflection in the water didn’t help much. Edward assured me it was fine, but he had a knack for stretching the truth to make me feel better. If I ever went home, the first place I was going was the bathtub, and then in front of a mirror. And then a refrigerator. And then a bed, respectively.

I was surprised that my face hadn’t broken out from not washing it, but Edward said that salt water was good for the skin, and it actually cleans the face from infection like acne, and it made sense; my mom had always made me gargle salt water when I’d had a sore throat. I still felt disgusting, though, from all the nastiness that coated my body. Getting my period had been a relief at first, but then I felt embarrassment. I knew we were taking huge chances with having so much unprotected sex, but we just couldn’t get enough of each other. If I got pregnant, I would accept it, and I wouldn’t look at it as a problem or consequence of a stupid action. Edward would be with me, I knew, and we would be happy. I wasn’t hoping for it, definitely, but it wasn’t a dreadful outcome either. We probably should have at least talked about it more.

I was so embarrassed because I had nothing to cover the blood with, and no girl ever wants to be humiliated that way. I was afraid that Edward would be disgusted by me, but, as always, he proved to be perfect. I hated that he had to ignore the icky hair on my armpits and legs, and I couldn’t wait to hopefully get home and shave it all off and be the feminine woman I once was. Well, as feminine as I had been. It seemed as if he didn’t pay attention to my grossness at all. But, then again, I was sure he had seen much grosser things interning in a hospital than the sight of my legs.

I walked to where Edward was standing, working on something new, and told him I was going to the fresh water to bathe a little. He smiled and kissed me sweetly, telling me not to trip. I scowled at him as I walked away.

The fresh water was such a heaven compared to the rest of the island lately. When Edward wasn’t around, I would roll around in the cool water, stretching my aching muscles and soothing the sunburn. The tiny waterfall was great, too, especially when I wanted a “shower”. I was scared to contaminate the water with all the salt coating my body, however, so I barely let myself enjoy the freshness and just drank from the spring instead.

I probably looked like a complete fool rolling around in the water like an overgrown child, but I didn’t care. The cool water and Edward seemed to be the only things that made me feel better about our situation lately. I sighed in contentment when the water soaked through my shirt and hit my skin. I rolled slowly over and over, making sure to get my front, too.

“What are you doing, silly girl?” Edward’s silky voice called out. I stopped in mid-roll and got up quickly, glancing toward him as my face turned red. He was standing a few feet away, pursing his lips to keep from laughing at me. “Was that your idea of bathing?” he chuckled.

I scoffed and turned away so he wouldn’t see how embarrassed I was. “Shut up,” I told him. He snickered and walked up to me.

“You’re so funny. I’ve never met someone so unpredictable. Emmett would have a cow if he saw how whipped I am now. Especially since I dogged him for years for doing whatever Rose said.”

I smiled at his admission of being whipped. “Your family sounds so cool. I wish I could meet them.”

Edward rolled his eyes playfully. “Oh, they would love you. Probably more than they love me! My own mom thought I was gay for the longest time!” Edward said. Now that made me laugh.

“You’re kidding!” I sat down on a large rock and dipped my feet in the water. Edward sat beside me and continued.

“She sure did. One day she gave me this whole speech on how she loved me no matter what I did, and if I ever needed to tell her something, not to hesitate and just come out with it. I couldn’t figure out what the hell she was talking about, and then she said ‘come out’ again with heavy emphasis, and I realized she thought that I was homosexual.” Edward rolled his eyes again as I burst out laughing. “’Just because I never brought a girl home doesn’t mean I’m gay!’ I had told her.”

“Did she believe you?” I asked curiously. Edward froze for a second, contemplating his next words.

“I think so,” he said slowly, “but it took some convincing.” He ducked his head shyly and touched the top of his back. It only made me laugh more.

“I can’t wait to meet your mom,” I said. He looked back up at me, smiling.

“I can’t wait, either. She definitely won’t think I’m gay after she sees you,” he said.

“Yeah, right. With how hairy I’m getting, she’ll think I’m a man, and your whole plan will have backfired,” I said. I looked down at my legs and cringed again.

Edward shrugged. “Maybe you’re right.” My jaw dropped open--I wasn’t expecting him to agree with me. He really thought I was hairy? I pouted.

Edward laughed. “Bella, I’m joking. I don’t think you’re hairy, and you shouldn’t, either. And even if you were, I’d still do you.” I snorted loudly.

“And what if I had been born a man? Would you go gay for me then?” I asked, chuckling. I couldn’t wait to hear what he had to say about that.

He ran a hand through his hair, really thinking about what he was going to say. Or perhaps he was just pretending to consider it to humor me. Then he grimaced.

“I don’t know, baby. Sex would definitely be a lot more different,” he said, shaking his head. “And I really can’t imagine you with a penis, nor do I want to.” I laughed hard, grabbing my stomach from giggling so much.

I wiped a tear from my eye and got up, walking back to the shore. Edward followed me, smirking.

~***~

The sun was starting to go down as we both sat next to the shore, talking and playing another game of rock, paper, scissors.

“I’ll never understand why paper beats rock,” I said as I lost again. Edward chuckled and dug out my name in the sand. He looked back at me hungrily, and I could feel the electricity and the sexual tension in the air. It had definitely been too long.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” I asked as I saw his piercing green eyes gaze toward my chest. I was inwardly blushing and holding in my laughter. His eyes snapped back up to meet mine, not one bit of guilt in them. He smiled wide and came even closer to me, grabbing the hem of my shirt.

“I was just thinking that this needs to come off. For good this time,” he said. He pulled it up and off fluidly, as if he did it every day. Technically, he did do it every day before my period came and the whole plane fiasco.

“Hey!” I protested jokingly. His hands left my body and threw the shirt away, but his eyes just went straight back to the cloth that covered my chest.

“From now on, each time you lose to me, you have to take off a piece of clothing,” Edward affirmed. My mouth dropped open in shock, but I readily agreed under one condition.

“Fine, but you have to do the same,” I added smugly. I knew this was going to be fun. Edward had only one piece of clothing on, and I had three more--my bra, my panties, and the shorts. Edward smiled again; he thought that since I never won, I would be naked before him. “And whoever ends up naked first has to run into the water and stay naked the rest of the day,” I clarified.

“You’re on,” Edward agreed, putting his fist up to mine, starting the game.

I lost the first and second time, then only clad in my undies, I finally beat him, and he was forced to take off the shorts. I was sure he wished he didn’t go commando for once. I laughed and teased him as he pulled off his ripped jean shorts, getting naked in front of me.

“Okay, you remember the deal. Now go run in the water,” I pointed toward the waves, still laughing. He smirked devilishly and grabbed me around the waist. I tried to push his arms off me, but he wouldn’t budge. He pulled down the underwear so that we were both in the nude, then he picked me up, threw me over his shoulder and ran toward into the water. “Edward!” I chastised. I guess I couldn’t complain, though-- this position gave me a great view of his ass. He carried me to the deeper end, about four feet deep, before he dropped me into the water. I sputtered and writhed, trying to stand up.

“You’re a sore loser,” I said. Edward wrapped his arms around me and we floated deeper, holding each other.

“And you’re a cheater,” Edward replied. I wrapped my legs around him and let him take us wherever he wanted. I kissed him passionately and when I felt him stirring beneath me, I couldn’t help but look down through the clear blue water at him. I looked back up and kissed him again, treasuring the way his lips felt on mine. He moved one arm from around me, gripping me around my bottom to hold me instead. His free arm came up to fondle my breasts softly. After having waited almost two weeks, desire shot through my limbs and insides quickly, making it difficult to not just attack him.

“Edward,” I moaned when he moved his lips from my lips to my throat. He moaned in response, sending more tingles through my spine. I reached between us and stroked him, slow and then fast, just the way I knew he liked it.

We stayed out in the water, kissing and touching, but never going further, as the sun went down fully. I hadn’t realized how long we had been out until I felt my fingers prune, and Edward picked me up once more and carried me back to our sleeping spot. I was tired earlier than usual because of all the times I had woken up during the nights, crying for hours. This night would be different, however. We watched what little was left of the sunset, and when I saw that Edward’s eyes were also drooping, I pulled him down beside me. I had really hoped tonight would be the night in which we reunited ourselves, but we were just both too tired, so it would have to wait at least another day. We laid down and I fell asleep shortly after Edward did.

I was lying in the sand, letting the sun warm my body. The heat felt delicious, especially with the slight breeze cooling me down if I got a little too hot. I was watching Edward swim naked in the water a little ways away. We had made an agreement that we would stay naked from now on since there was really no reason for clothing anymore, plus, if a plane did happen to come by, the passengers were more likely to see a naked couple than a clothed couple. They were Edward’s words, and I was just going along with it.

Sooner than I anticipated, Edward was close to me, murmuring my name and caressing my face. I smiled and pulled him close to me, capturing his lips with my own. The waves hit farther than before, and we both got soaked lying in the sand on the shore. It didn’t matter, though--Edward was the most important thing in the world in that moment. He put his weight on me, but I wanted to try something different all of a sudden. I wanted him to feel my weight, be under my control. I pushed on his chest so that he would pull back, and once he did, I pushed him back onto the ground easily, more easily than was realistic with the little muscle mass I had, but I didn’t pay attention. I got on top of him and straddled his hips, seeking friction.

“Bella…” he cried in want. I traced his abdominal muscles as I sought for his--

And then I woke up. I heard Edward sigh in relief beside me.

“Thank God you’re awake. I’ve been calling your name for ages,” Edward whispered. I shivered at the memory of the dream, still groggy with fatigue and unfulfilled need. “It’s okay, baby, it was just another nightmare,” Edward yawned out, “you’re okay.” I looked toward his exhausted face in disbelief. He thought I was having a nightmare?

“Edward,” I whispered, my voice hoarse from sleepiness. Instead of telling him my dream, I decided to just do it, exhaustion be damned. I pushed his shoulder to the ground so that his chest was facing up, and I climbed on top of him. I wasn’t waiting any longer. He looked up at me incredulously, probably shocked that I wasn’t crying like I usually did. His arms came around me automatically nonetheless.

“Bella, are you okay?” he asked, his eyes widening as he woke up a bit more. I chuckled at him and realized that we were both still naked. This just kept getting better. If only the sun was out…

“Edward, why did you think I was having a nightmare?” I inquired cheekily, waiting for his response.

“You kept moaning my name in your sleep, and you were sweating and making really weird movements….” he trailed off, suddenly realizing what he was saying.

“Bella, were you having a wet dream about me?” he said, and we both laughed.

“Yes,” I murmured as I bent to kiss him, “and I’d like to continue it, if you don’t mind.”

He was all for it, and soon I was seeking his erection like I had been in my dream. He was already as hard as a rock, and I felt bad that he had thought I didn’t want him all these past few days. I wanted to make up for it all. I circled his tip around my entrance and slid down slowly. He gasped when I finally had him fully seated inside me. I slowly made the way back up, and when I came back down, Edward met me with a thrust. We began a somewhat steady rhythm, speeding up and slowing down to make it last longer. We had never done it this way, and our movements were scattered because we were so tired, but I could feel that he hit deeper now than ever before. It was complete ecstasy, especially after going so long without it.

He gripped my hips and moved us faster, and I knew he was close, but I was closer. My mind started to go blank as he moved two fingers to circle my bundle of nerves. I gripped onto his hair tightly and kissed him sloppily. I gasped into his mouth as I felt myself clench onto him hard, like a wrench to a perfect screw. I was in complete bliss, and my whole mind felt like it had gone to heaven. I was very acutely aware of my face on top of Edward’s sweaty chest, and I slowly came back to Earth as I felt his chest rise and fall quickly in pace with my pounding heart. I brought my face up so that my chin was on top of his heart and looked at him. His green eyes were drooping, but with the moonlight, I could see that he was still looking at me, undeniably happy. I smiled at him in response and removed myself from him. I collapsed again as soon as I rolled over and fell asleep again, feeling his warm breath fan over my forehead.

More days passed, and we had gotten back into our routine of mostly happiness and awesome sex. No planes came by, which made us more nervous by the day, but as long as no more storms came our way again, we weren’t going to complain. Things could get so much worse. We were now in the month of October, the month that ended hurricane season, which made us ecstatic, but it also wracked our nerves. We had been here nearly two months, our flight having been on August 20th, and it seemed like a very long time.

We fried fish every day now that Edward had become skilled at catching them, and I had even caught a few with his guide. I felt silly remembering how I had fussed Edward the first time he’d caught one. We didn’t leave the shore for days, afraid that a plane would pass without our notice, and the sun was really taking its toll on my skin. I constantly searched my body for a mole that strangely just appeared, looking for a sign of skin cancer, and always sighed in relief when I didn’t find one.

On our fiftieth day, I swam out deep into the water bravely, wanting to see all the pretty fish that inhabited the waters. I loved to watch all their colors and how they moved so quickly to get away from me. I was up to my chin in the water when I heard Edward come in after me. I knew he would come once he saw my clothes lying on the sand. He was so predictable, and I loved playing with him. I turned my head sideways and looked back at him, trying to be sexy, something I would never have done three months ago.

This island really has changed me so much, I thought, or maybe it’s just Edward.

I sank down a little and took a big gulp of water into my mouth, holding it there. When he finally reached me, I spat it all in his face childishly. His hands came up to wipe the water out of his eyes, and I laughed hysterically. He faked a mad face and told me that I was going to “get it”. We swam around naked for a while before taking our little game back onto the shore. Edward chased me around, never catching me. I knew he was probably going really slow for him so he wouldn’t catch me, but I appreciated it all the same. I ran into the woods, giggling and yelling at him that he was slow.

I really shouldn’t have done it, but with all the confidence I had been building lately, I forgot just how uncoordinated I was. I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going, just trying to get away from Edward.

It was as if everything was in slow motion. I was running, my feet hitting the ground one by one as quick as I could push my legs.

The broken tree branch sticking from the ground taunted me, knowing how clumsy I was. My right foot caught the heavy bottom of it, and my whole body twisted as I fell to the earth. I heard the sickening crunch that was my ankle, still caught in the mangled tree branch. Cries filled the air, and Edward’s stricken face popped into my blurry view. I realized the cries were my own, but I couldn’t stop them. The pain gripped me like a wrecking ball, shooting through my foot and my leg.

“It’s broken,” Edward gasped out. I heard a string of curse words as he touched my ankle, and I pushed his hand away from the pain. Tears ran down my face as I tried to calm down.

Edward looked around for something desperately before picking me up bridal style. I complained and cried as the solidness of his arms came into contact with the searing pain.

“Edward,” I groaned, “it hurts sooo bad.”

“I know, baby. Just let me get you back and I’ll take care of it,” he said, his voice strained and full of concern. I barely felt him moving with me. A minute later, he laid me down on the sand, carefully holding up my hurt leg under the knee.

“I’m going to elevate it, and then I’m going to find something cool to put on it, Bella. Oh, God, it’s swelling,” Edward said hurriedly. I took deep breaths to keep myself from hyperventilating. He gabbed something and put my foot on top of it to keep it high. The sun beat down on me, and I felt even worse. Edward came back with my sopping shirt, and he put it on my ankle with a little pressure. It was surprisingly cool. The pain was still throbbing enough to drive me mad, but it was more bearable.

“I’m so sorry, baby. It doesn’t look too bad, but it can get worse if it’s not treated. I just wish I could find something that would substitute for a splint somewhere,” Edward said. His voice seemed more calm, and I knew he had gone somewhat into doctor-mode.

I looked around my leg and up to his hands holding me. The giant flesh Edward held in his hands was my ankle, and I realized it had swollen to three times its size. I gasped in horror. I looked up to Edward’s stricken face, and when my eyes met his, I saw panic. He and I both knew this made things ten times worse. I couldn’t heal on my own, and that meant I couldn’t walk. What if something really bad happened? Edward couldn’t take care of me 24/7. Now I was completely useless, in pain, and thoroughly miserable.

Edward’s eyebrows were scrunched together in deep thought and sadness. His beautiful face twisted more every second, and I hated it. Trying not to sob, I reached for his hand. He took it in both of his and leaned his head against the knee of my good leg. The bronze strands of his hair tickled my numb legs.

We stayed there a long time in silence before I asked Edward to move me under the shade. The sun was going down again, and I really just wanted to sleep. We could try to deal with this in the morning. Edward was the most depressed I had ever seen him, and I knew he probably blamed himself. But it wasn’t his fault, as I repeated over and over again.

I fell asleep quickly, really exhausted from everything that had happened. The sound of the waves made me surprisingly calm, and the pain in my ankle had subsided somewhat. Edward kept the cool, wet tee shirt on it and dressed both me and him. I hoped we got out of here soon because as of now, I was better off dead. I was of no help to Edward now, just a burden. The thought made tears spring anew, and Edward wiped them away gingerly.

“I love you,” I told him, putting as much emotion into the words as I could.

“I love you more,” he responded, kissing my knee once more before crawling beside me. He had put my foot on top of a mound of sand to help the throbbing, but I was still very uncomfortable. I leaned into him for a kiss and got my wish quickly. When I traced his lips with my tongue, he pulled back and told me to go to sleep. He was going to treat me like a fragile doll now, and even though I really was helpless and hurting, I hated it. This was the icing on the stupid cake. I was never getting on a plane again.

I traced his strong jaw line tenderly and fell asleep, wishing he would do the same, but I knew he would probably be up all night to make sure I didn’t turn or move in my sleep. It slightly infuriated me, but it also made me love him so much more.

I dreamed of Edward again, swimming in the ocean with him like we had done just about every day. Then the dream changed, and I was running through the jungle again, stupidly. I knew what was going to happen before it did.

“Bella!” he called, but my dream self wouldn’t stop.

“Bella!” he called again.

When I fell, everything went blank for a few seconds, but then the throbbing in my ankle woke me up. Or maybe it was Edward. Or maybe it was that awful loud sound coming from above me. My eyes snapped open, and in the light of the dawning sun, I saw Edward’s extremely happy face, smiling from ear to ear and calling my name. I slowly registered that he was pointing at the sky and laughing.

For a second, I thought that he had gone completely insane, but then I realized what the loud, beating sound was.

“Bella! Oh my God, look!” Edward sang out. I grabbed my racing heart and, forgetting about my broken ankle, rushed to get up. Edward pushed me back down into a sitting position, but I could see almost perfectly from here. My mouth was hung agape.

A small helicopter wasn’t very far away from us in the air.

And it was coming for us.






All pictures are taken from either Google or Deviantart.

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fourteen

Day Twenty-Eight Stranded

Edward

The storm had finally stopped raging outside after two days of being in the cove, and when it was light again, Bella and I were going to go back on the island. I was worried about what we would find--what if there was no supplies left? What if there was no more food, and the spring had been trashed to the point of no return?

Then we would really be in trouble. I tried not to think about it.

I lay next to Bella’s sleeping form, spooning her body. I couldn’t keep my hands off of her, and at first she had gotten aggravated when I kept waking her. Each time I would fall asleep, my dreams would turn to nightmares of her beautiful face, deathly pale and sickly. I would be swimming to her, and no matter how hard I kicked and thrashed, I could never reach her, as if I were stuck in the same place.

I woke up in a cold sweat each time, gasping for breath. I would see her lying next to me every time, and she was pale and her breathing was not strong enough for my satisfaction. I had shaken her awake, just to make sure she was okay. After the third time, she got really pissed at me, but seeing my worried face made her hold in her anger.

So I gave up on sleeping. Looking down, I measured Bella’s breathing again. The back of her ribs moved slowly with her breath in a steady rhythm, and the movement stretched her scars when she inhaled.

I trailed a cold finger around the longest scar, careful not to touch the scab itself. It was about four inches long, but it wasn’t deep. We would have to make sure the gashes didn’t get infected. Lying there, staring at the angry marks that marred my beautiful girl’s back, made me want to try everything in my power to get away from this island. We needed to go home. Our time here had been fun for the most part, but not knowing what was going to happen tomorrow, or in a week, terrified me. The unknown wasn’t safe, and I wasn’t about to take a chance with Bella’s safety. Now that I finally had a girl, one that I wanted to take care of, I wasn’t going to lose her.

“Edward,” she murmured in her sleep. Her voice sent a jolt through my spine, and I tightened my hold around her. I kissed the back of her head, and tasted the nasty salt water.

I wanted to bring her home to my enormous, empty bathroom, and just wash every piece of her glowing skin. I wanted to lay her on my big bed and ravish her, and then we could wake up between the white Egyptian sheets every morning and do it all over again.

I wanted my first bath back home to be with Bella. I would litter the floor and counters with candles and rose petals, and shampoo the nasty dirt and sand and salt from her hair and body.

I took comfort from all the things we could do once we hopefully returned. I knew it would be so hard to be away from her for just an hour or so after being with her 24/7 on the island. It would take a long time for us to make the transition back to normal life. Well, as normal as life could be now that I had her in mine. Looking back at Bella’s back, I kissed the scar softly, thinking of ways to get a plane to notice us.

When Bella started to stir an hour later, I helped her get up, trying to ignore her naked body. I grabbed what was left of her shirt and shorts and tried to put them on her. She looked at me like I was silly.

“That’s a lost cause,” she said, taking the ripped shirt from me and dangling it in front of my face. “It looks more like a rag now.” I laughed. “I’ll just go naked,” she continued, shrugging. My laugh was cut short, and I blinked a few times to clear my head. Had I heard that right? Bella walked away, holding the shorts and her underwear, and smirking back at me.

I pulled on my shorts and joined her at the edge of the water. The tide had risen with the storm, and I knew it would be harder to get out now. But we had to do it--it’s not like we could just stay in the cave forever. First, we would die, and second, we would never be seen to get rescued.

“How bad do you think it is?” Bella asked, referring to the damage on the island. I tried not to look at her naked, knowing it would make me stupid with desire, even under the circumstances. I still failed, though, and Bella covered the girls with her arm when my eyes darted to her, a wide smile on her face.

I chuckled. “I don’t know. I think it will be okay. This island’s probably been here for thousands of years--if it’s survived a hurricane before, it can do it again,” I said. I took her hands and led her through the water. The light from the holes in the ceiling of the cave was the only thing allowing us to see, and I worried it would be darker underwater because it was deeper. “Hold onto my back, and kick your feet. I’ll swim us out of here, okay?” She nodded her head at my request, and we were off.

I made it to the other side without any problems, and we both gasped for breath when we finally reached the opening. Seeing the sun was such a relief after not having it for over a day and a half. I swam out more, getting my first view of the island. I couldn’t see much because the cliff was blocking me, but the few trees I could make out were bent all the same way from the wind blowing so hard. It didn’t really worry me…yet.

We swam around the cliff, to the other side of the island where we usually resided, taking in everything that had happened. Many trees had been snapped in half, the tops just dangling on the ground.

When we finally reached our side, Bella yelped.

“The suitcase! Edward, it’s gone!” she swam to shore frantically. I followed her, amusement taking over. I tried not to burst out laughing as she ran around in the nude, searching for the suitcase with the only clothes we had. Water dripped down her breasts and long legs as she did so, and the whole scene was like something out of a really funny movie.

She looked at me with a pout, probably hoping I would help her look for the clothes. I would do no such thing, however.

“I’ll just go naked,” I said in a high, girly voice, mocking her words from earlier. “I bet you wish you had that rag of a shirt now, huh?” I keeled over in hysterical laughter, and I could feel her scowl upon me. She pulled on the panties and the shorts, but was left with nothing for her torso. She walked up to me quickly, mad. I could see her eyes smiling, though.

“And what if a plane comes by today, Edward, and we get saved? Would you really want another man to see my chest, just because I can’t find a shirt?” she said in a mocking tone, matching mine. I frowned for a second, thinking about it before I made up my mind.

“Let’s find that suitcase.”

***

We did not find the suitcase, but by some miracle, my old undershirt was caught in a tree somewhere, along with some of the underwear. The suitcase must have toppled over, making everything inside fly around, then floated away.

I wasn’t sure what I liked more: Bella naked, or Bella wearing my t shirt. It was hot again, so she just put on the red panties this time. A lot of the food we had picked had been either trashed or drowned, so we went in search of more. Luckily, the food trees stayed mostly intact, and we were able to eat an okay meal.

And now we were back to square one. I wasn’t going to be ignorant this time, however. As Bella walked around, I dug up the word “SOS” in the sand next to us. Maybe, just maybe, a plane would see it, and send someone to our aid. It looked big enough for a plane to see it from high above, but the problem was whether a plane would even pass by us at all.

The air was dry and hot, very different compared to what we had experienced before and during the tropical storm. I was already sweating, even though I was just clad in shorts. I started a fire anyway, hoping that it would add to the possibility of getting noticed.

I realized Bella had been gone a long time, probably around a half hour, and I grew worried. We never spent this much time apart; every time she would “go to the bathroom,” she would always be back within ten minutes, at most. I looked around the broken tree line, but caught no sight of her. Concerned, I started walking the path she had followed.

I finally found her ten minutes later, sitting in the fresh water in the spring. It seemed unharmed, but something was wrong with Bella. She was just sitting there, looking down at the water. She was perched right at the edge, in all the rocks, barely any water under her. She gathered water in her hands and ran it over her stomach, sighing. She never even noticed me approaching. I watched the water cascade down her abdomen, dripping down her legs and returning to the spring. Why did she look so sad?

“Love? Is something wrong?” I asked loudly, hoping my voice didn’t shake with the worry looming in my chest.

My words had startled her, and she turned her head quickly to look at me. Giving me a small smile, she said, “No, I’m just having cramps.” I could see through her little fib, so I walked over to her. She had gotten rid of the shorts, and all she had on was my tee and the red lacy thong. I thought this rather strange, so I sat next to her in the water.

She frowned deeply, and I took her head in my hands gently. “Really, Bella, what’s wrong? I can’t help you unless you let me.”

She sighed again, finally looking at me. There was so much sadness in her brown orbs.

“Igotmyperiod,” she rushed out. I didn’t understand her, especially given the fact that she was blushing profusely.

“Um…what?” I asked dumbly. She threw me a dirty look and repeated herself.

“I. Got. My. Period.” Oh. Yeah, I could see how that would distress her. I pulled her close to me, making sure the water still hit her. I poured more over her stomach--it must have soothed the ache. I understood that she was in pain, but I couldn’t comprehend why she seemed depressed. She leaned her forehead against my shoulder.

“Why are you sad, baby?” I asked, “These things are natural.”

“I’m embarrassed, Edward. This must be so disgusting to you. And I have nothing to stop the-the bleeding,” she choked out, terrified for my reaction.

“Bella,” I chided, “nothing you could ever do would disgust me. Well, unless you pulled a Marilyn Manson and wiped your butt on an American flag in front of a large crowd, and to tell you the truth, I’d probably find even that fascinating if you did it. But, anyway, my point is that you shouldn’t be embarrassed or disgusted. And we can always find something to hold the bleeding. You’re probably not even bleeding much anyway, what with not getting the proper nutrition your body needs.” I looked at her questioningly.

She nodded. “No, it’s not much. I didn’t think I would start at all because of the added stress, but I guess it just delayed it. I counted, and realized I probably should have started a few days ago. It likely won’t last long, either.” She smiled at that thought, and I just had to know what was on her mind.

“What’s making you grin all of a sudden?” I asked. She laughed.

“This period better not last long, because I don’t think I can refrain from jumping you for any long length of time,” she giggled. I laughed with her, and kissed her softly, showing her how not disgusted I was.

She gasped all of a sudden, and I pulled away, thinking she was in pain.

“What?”

“How many days has it been since the crash?” she asked me hurriedly. I counted quickly in my head.

“Almost thirty, I think, if I haven’t lost count,” I said, suddenly worried by her alarmed expression. She gasped, her eyes widening and gaining tears.

“Edward,” she cried, “my birthday was last week! I’ve been twenty-three for six days and never even realized it!”

My jaw dropped to the ground. Bella’s birthday? What was I supposed to say to that? “Happy birthday” wouldn’t go over well. She put her head down, and my heart broke for her.

“I’m sorry, love,” I said softly. She shook her head, her long hair swishing from the movement.

“It’s no big deal,” she added after a few seconds. “I’ve never really enjoyed birthdays anyway.” Her voice shook, but I didn’t want to call her out on her lie.

After a couple minutes of silence, she looked up at me. There was determination on her face and all the tears were gone. I picked her up bridal style, carrying her back to our usual lounge area. I tried to give her privacy as she changed clothes. When she came find me, I was poking the fire to make it bigger. She was only wearing my shirt and new, black panties. I wiggled my eyebrows suggestively, and she giggled. I grabbed her leg, making her fall gently on the sand next to me.

I laid her down and hovered over her, attacking her swollen lips.

“You don’t know what your wearing my shirt does to me,” I growled.

***

A few days later, I decided it was time for another special dinner. The last week had been the hardest so far considering everything that had transpired. The storm, Bella’s womanly “problems,” as she called them, and her depressing skipped birthday realization had all weighed down our little happy bubble.

I wanted to do something special to celebrate her birthday, but there was only so much in my power. So another special dinner made by me was going to have to suffice.

Bella’s scars on her back were healing, and I made sure nothing got in the way of their progress. I didn’t let her lift a finger for anything strenuous, especially picking food or catching fish. We hadn’t even made love for six days, but her period was also to blame for that. But now she was done with it for another month, and I couldn’t be happier. I couldn’t stop thinking about how sweet our reunion would be as I rubbed aloe vera juice on the pink gashes lining her hot, roughening skin. She sighed at the cool contact.

“I still can’t believe you’re a doctor,” she said softly. I smiled, thinking about the first time I told her about it.

“Do you doubt my skills?” I asked.

“No, not your skills. Your maturity, sometimes, yes, but never your intelligence and ability,” she laughed. I scoffed at her, finishing the last mark and kissing her shoulder.

“Hilarious, Bella. Why don’t you go pick some avocados, and I’ll try to catch us some fish,” I suggested. I wanted her out of sight so I could make another surprise for her. She turned around quickly in surprise, complaining that I hadn’t let her pick anything in the last few days and asking why today was different.

“Your back is almost healed, love. C’mon, I can’t do all the work around here,” I said jokingly. She frowned and stared at me suspiciously before jumping up and doing as I told her. Once I saw that she was through the tree line, I ran to the water and searched quickly for fish. I’d gotten much better at catching them since the first time a month ago, and I didn’t even need a weapon to beat it with anymore. It was all about speed and aim, two things I never had trouble with.

I caught two flounder, our favorite, and what seemed to be the most abundant on the island, and put them to cook over the fire. Bella still wasn’t back, thankfully, so I filled our cups with water from the spring. We had emptied a wine bottle and filled it with the fresh water so we wouldn’t have to keep rushing back for more every few hours. Most of the things we had scrounged since we got stranded had been damaged or scattered for the storm, but nothing was out of use. Every object, broken or not, was still of some sort of value. It was a small wonder how cavemen lived like this. Didn’t they ever get bored?

And Adam and Eve…we were so much like them in a way. This island was our planet, and we were the only beings. It was romantic in so many ways. I just wished it was perfect no matter the circumstances. I wondered if the first man and woman had bickered and played as we did, and if they ever wished there was someone else around for company or to complain to. Sometimes I wished Emmett was here to see Bella, so I could brag to him how lucky I was. And if Esme were here, she would definitely never question my sexuality again. The thought made me laugh out loud.

I set a shirt out on the sand as if it were a table cloth and put our “cups” in the corners.

“What are you doing?” Bella’s voice called out from the opening in the trees. I looked up and saw her carrying a few avocados and bananas. “What’s all this?” She started walking toward me, a sly grin from ear to ear.

I smirked crookedly and shrugged, hoping she would appreciate this little sentiment. “Happy birthday.” She stopped in her tracks suddenly, staring at me, just five feet away. She seemed a bit confused, like she didn’t know what to think of what I had done.

Then she smiled. “You know, I usually hate gifts. Especially when I have nothing to give back,” she said, walking again. She fingered the string ring I had given her and sat down next to me. She emptied her arms of the fruits and looked at me lovingly.

“You do?” I asked, adding this fact to the list of things I knew about her. She nodded.

“But I think I’ll let it slide this time. Only because I love you,” she added. I handed her water to her. She would have to get used to receiving gifts if we ever got back to the states. There was no way I would not give her special things. I bit my tongue, however, and kissed her sweetly, inwardly cheering at the other “gifts” I would give her tonight.

The sun was going to go down in about another hour, and the heat was starting to die out. I took our fish from above the fire and handed one to her. It had taken a while to get over the weird taste of an almost-raw fish, but now we had gotten to the point where we would take whatever we could possibly get. I held my cup up to toast before we ate, and she held hers up, too.

“Happy birthday,” I said again. She rolled her eyes playfully but touched her water to mine anyway.

“Thank you, Edward,” she said.

Once we were finished, Bella stared down at our fish bones, deep in thought.

“I used to love sushi,” she said. I chuckled at her admission.

“Well, isn’t that a good thing?” I asked. “Seems to be the only thing to eat around here other than the stupid fruit.”

“I don’t think I’ll ever want raw fish again. I would eat at my favorite sushi restaurant every Friday. I would go to the bar all by myself every Friday and became pretty good friends with the people who worked there, even though half of them didn’t know English,” she said, pausing. “I bet they’re wondering where I am. Or maybe they know what happened.” She frowned and looked down at her hands in her lap. I took our fish bones and threw them in the fire, not wanting her to have a reminder.

“Hey, I whispered, taking her cheek in my hand. She looked up at me sadly. “Don’t think about it. Everything will be fine soon,” I promised her. I wished I could promise more, but doubt was honestly starting to eat its way into my brain. We’d been here for almost a month and a half, and still there was no sign of being rescued.

She nodded, and I could see she didn’t really believe me, but she was going along with it just to satisfy me. It made my heart ache.

I pulled her up so that we were standing together. I wanted to comfort her, but I didn’t want to keep giving her empty words, so I led her through the woods, her left hand in my right. She didn’t question me, didn’t fight me; she just followed me through the trees. Just five minutes after crossing the forest entrance, I stopped and pulled her close to me. We couldn’t hear or see the ocean from here, and that was what I wanted. From this spot, an onlooker wouldn’t have known we were on an island at all.

“I’m sorry,” I said to her. “I wish I could assure you more, Bella, but I don’t know what to say other than to hope.” I kissed her forehead, and she wrapped her arms around my waist.

“Thank you for the present, Edward,” she said, “I’m sorry I’m being so pessimistic. It’s not your fault.” She sighed and sat down. I sat, too.

“This paradise doesn’t seem like paradise anymore, huh?” she asked sadly.

“Paradise is anywhere you are,” I said. She looked up at me, finally meeting my eyes. Hers were swimming with tears, but none spilled over. She smiled brilliantly, and I thought for a moment she was completely happy, hope or not.

“I love you,” she said. She cupped my face in her small, warm hands, and brought her lips to mine, kissing me wildly. Her fingers drifted into my hair, pulling at the strands. I moaned at the feeling. She was everywhere, and everything in my world.

“Bella,” I moaned, my voice husky and sultry. Her tongue swiped my lips, and I gave her entrance into my mouth. She whimpered and shook, even though she was the one in control.

She rubbed my hardness through my shorts, and I gripped her hips roughly, bringing her impossibly closer. My hands made their way through the hem of her shirt, and I kneaded her breasts through the little silky bra. I gasped when I felt her peaks harden under my touch. I could feel them perfectly through the fabric, and it was amazing.

She started to climb my thighs, and straddled my hips. I bucked upward, trying to create friction for the both of us.

“Hmmm, Edward,” she groaned, pulling her lips from mine for a second. I trailed my mouth down her neck, sucking the soft skin there. I bit lightly, making my mark even though there was no one here to see she that she was mine. The heat of her core above my erection was sublime, and I started to go mad with lust. I looked up at her again when she started grounding onto me, and saw that her eyes had darkened with lust, too. I kissed her again, and started to pull her shirt off.

Bzzzzzzzzz…..the sound came from nowhere, and I froze. Bella kept kissing me, however. She mustn’t have heard it. It didn’t stop, and I jerked in surprise. She felt my sudden movement, and broke her lips from mine, looking at me questioningly.


“Do you hear that?” I asked Bella. The sound seemed to be getting louder every second. She scrunched her eyes in concentration, straining her ears to hear what I was hearing. She nodded slowly, looking back at me. I whirled around, looking for the source.

My heart was beating a mile a minute.

My eyes darted through the sky, the buzzing noise getting closer, but the source was nowhere in sight. Bella jumped up from her little seat on the ground, throwing sand everywhere in her haste. She ran to the shore with me hot on her heels. Running around the trees slowed us down, but we finally made it. The buzzing sounded an awful lot like a--

“It’s a plane! It’s a plane, Edward!” she called back to me. Her arms flailed around, trying to get the plane’s attention. It was facing sideways, far in the air, just a speckle the size of an inch where I was standing. Bella had run knee deep into the water, and was screaming at the top of her lungs. I ran to her, hoping my movement would get the plane’s attention. We both flung our arms like birds, yelling.

But nothing happened. The plane continued on its course, so far away from us. There was little chance anyone even saw us.

“NOOO! LOOK BACK! TURN AROUND! NOOOO!” Bella yelled. She was hysterical. I saw tears running down her cheeks. I felt numbness spreading throughout my body as the plane’s buzzing grew faint. Bella’s yells turned to sobs as I turned to her.

I grabbed her around the shoulders and held her tightly as her body wracked with her cries. She collapsed in my arms, and I went down with her. I wiped her tears with my fingers, fighting my own. Her hopelessness grew with the fading sound of the plane, and she sounded more broken than ever.

This was the worst that had happened. This was our breaking point. This was even worse than when she ran from me.

After about twenty minutes of holding her as she cried, I picked her up bridal style and carried her back to the fire to dry off. She cried in my shoulder, and I knew now that there was definitely nothing I could say.




All pictures are taken from either Google or Deviantart.

Stranded Outtake: Fun on the Island!

A/N: Hello, my beautiful readers. This is an outtake from Stranded. It takes place sometime during B and E’s stay on the island. I’m warning you guys, this is a major lemon, not like most of my other lemons.

This is what happens when a woman like me becomes single again. I hope you guys feel benefited from my heartbreak, lol.

Seriously, this lemon will make your lips pucker. Read at your own risk ;D


Bella


I was insatiable, and he was a godsend from Heaven. Just looking at him made me wetter than the ocean surrounding us. I watched his back muscles move up and down with his heavy breathing.

Edward had been asleep for almost two hours, but I just didn’t feel tired. We’d swam and played and goofed off all day, so I should have been exhausted. We didn’t have sex in the last twenty four hours, and I was surprised Edward hadn’t tried today. Every other day he wanted it three times a day, and I was all for it each time.

So what was the problem today? Did he think I was sore or something? Honestly, I loved that he cared about me, but if supposed soreness was the reason, he should have just asked. I’d thought about jumping him just to make sure he still wanted me. The lust was killing me, and even though he was just two inches from me, I missed him. Well, my vagina missed him.

I groaned loudly on purpose, trying to rouse him. Maybe he would see my little problem and…tackle it. I rolled my eyes at myself. God, I was being so stupid.

I laid down next to him and put my head on his outstretched arm. Looking up at the stars, I started counting them as if they were sheep.

Ten minutes later, I had counted a hundred and fifty stars and I still was not one bit tired. And Edward was simply snoring away. It was adorable and aggravating at the same time, and I wanted to scream. Scream in frustration and to wake him up.

I sat up again quickly, sending sand everywhere, including inside my underwear. Ugh, this is what I got for trying to stay cool and sexy at night. I stood up clumsily, and I could feel the sand in between my butt cheeks.

“Oh, this is disgusting,” I moaned as I started walking towards the water. The sand moved with me and stuck to the sweat on my unsatisfied body. I looked back at Edward’s sleeping form to make sure he didn’t see what had just happened. As much as I wanted him awake, I didn’t care for the idea of embarrassing myself.

I got to the water, and it was surprisingly cool for once, probably because the sun hadn’t been beating down on it for a few hours. I finally made it waist deep and started washing the sand off my bottom. Once I was finished, I didn’t really want to leave the water. After all, it was cooler than the sand, and I wasn’t in any danger being in this shallow level. Maybe I would get out once I started to feel tired. The water was so soothing on my sun burn. I laid back a bit and started floating, thinking about Edward.

I had lost my virginity in this water, and I wouldn’t have had it any other way. Other girls could say they lost it in their boyfriend’s bed or in his old pickup, but me, I was special. I lost it in the Atlantic Ocean, stranded on a desert island with the most perfect man on the planet.

Flashes of that day erupted in my mind, and once again, I was aroused. I was throbbing, aching for something. For Edward. My fingers drifted to my center, and I unabashedly started rubbing myself. I needed more, though, so I slid my fingers under the band of my underwear and touched my clit. I circled it a few times before moving on to my poor, lonely opening. I had never done this before in my life, but then again, there were many things I had never done before I became stranded on this spit of land. I pretended my fingers were Edward’s and imitated the wonderful movements he had gotten me addicted to. I slowly pressed one finger inside--

“BELLA!” I heard the voice come from not so far away and abruptly ripped my hand from my core. My face caught on fire as I looked around.

Edward was standing on the edge of the water, looking straight at me. I stood up and met his gaze.

“Bella,” he called to me, his voice shaky. He started walking through the water to me. I stayed still, wondering how much he had just seen. “I was so worried, Love. I woke up and you weren’t next to me, and I even called your name a few times. I was about to have a heart attack!” He sighed exasperatedly. “What are you thinking, coming in the water at this time? It’s dark and you can barely see! I almost searched the whole island for you, never thinking you would be crazy enough to come in the water alone in the dark!”

I frowned and looked down at my glowing legs in the water. He reached me and took both my hands into his. He noticed my face and said, “What’s wrong, baby? You look so sad.”

I shrugged, still not meeting his eyes. I just want you inside me, that’s all. “I--I--I couldn’t sleep.” He let out a breath before leading me to the shore.

“Let’s go back to sleep. I’m dead beat. I can hum your lullaby, if you’d like. Think that might help you fall asleep?”

No. “Sure.” I met his eyes and smiled. He smiled back and we walked back to our sleeping spot. We laid down together and he started to hum my song. I put my face in his chest and pretended to fall asleep. He must have dozed off not even five minutes later, because he quit humming.

Five more minutes.

Ten minutes.

Twenty.

Thirty.

Not even a yawn or sleepy eyes. I made a face and rolled over. I was actually kind of pissed at him. Really, a man is supposed to satisfy his woman every night, isn’t he? I thought Edward of all people would have gotten that message.

I rolled over again and looked at him. I traced his pectorals, letting my hands drift down to the trail of happiness on his beautiful stomach. I stopped at his waistband and let my eyes look over the rest of him. My gaze met a slight lump in the crotch of his cutoffs, and I felt my nipples tighten at the wondrous sight.

I don’t think he’s sleeping. And if he is, then he’s having a good dream.

Deciding that it didn’t really matter either way, my hands pounced on him lightly, going for the gold. He was hardening more by the second, and I stared at his face to make sure I didn’t wake up as I unzipped his shorts. He didn’t move, and his face showed no sign of waking, so I pulled his erection out.

Hello, my darling several inches of Heaven and Hell. I’ve missed you terribly.

Looking at his face one more time before continuing, I studied the beautiful specimen in my hands. It hardened more and throbbed when my fingers ghosted over the head. I grabbed the base with one hand and started stroking, and lubricated the fingers of my other hand with the wetness from my pussy.

I took my wetted fingers and swirled them over the tip of his head, still stroking with my other hand. The moonlight created a magical glow.

“You know, Bella, rape is very frowned upon,” a sexy voice said across from me. I looked up at his face, surprised. His eyes were still closed, but he was grinning slightly.

“Rape is only rape when the other person isn’t willing,” I said, my voice just as husky as his. I sped up my actions on his shaft just to prove my point. His grin turned into a mega watt smile, and I heard him chuckle softly.

“Are you going to tell me no, Edward?” I said sweetly, squeezing him lightly. He moaned and opened his eyes slowly.

“Telling you no would be a sin,” he responded, looking at me. His emerald eyes were hooded, and he was the sexiest thing I had ever seen. I wanted to show him that fact.

I leaned over and took him into my mouth quickly, opening my jaw as wide as possible. He hissed and swore loudly, grabbing a handful of my hair. I swirled my tongue over the head and took him as far as my mouth could. I was not experienced at this, so I didn’t try to deep throat him, afraid that I would gag and make a fool of myself. Maybe he could teach me some other time. I sucked hard, his moans egging me on. I drifted my free hand to his sack and lightly took it in my palm. I looked up at him through my lashes because I knew how he loved that shit.

Suddenly he grabbed my face and forced my mouth off him. I licked my lips and looked at his questioningly. He crashed his mouth to mine and dominated my tongue. I moaned into the kiss and gripped his hair. I was literally dripping for him now and couldn’t help bucking my hips into his. He bucked right back and took hold of my hips and ass, raising me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and gripped him harder as he stood up. He broke our kiss and said, “Need you. Now.”

I took hold of his mouth again and he carried me away. He broke our kiss again to see where he was going, so I started sucking on the skin on his muscular shoulder, marking him. There was no one else to see it, but it still made me happy to have a visible claim on him.

“God, baby, you keep doing that and I’ll never get us to where I’m going,” he moaned.

“You don’t have to keep going, just fuck me here!” I nearly shouted. A second later he threw me up against something rough and uncomfortable, but I barely even noticed, I was so engrossed in him. Our lips crashed together again, and we were gripping each other so tight it was as if we were trying to be one person.

His shorts had fallen off while walking, and he started ripping off my underwear and baggy shirt. Once he got them off, his fingers shot into me, feeling my wetness.

“I love you so much, baby. Your pussy is like a waterfall, and so, so perfect.” He stroked the inner walls of my center, curling his fingers and caressing my special spot. I dimly noticed he had me pinned against a tree. The rough bark was digging into my back, but the pain only turned me on more.

As much as I loved his fingers, I needed his dick at the moment, and nothing else would distract me. I let go of his shoulder and reached between us to grab him. He got my message and pulled his fingers out of me, replacing them with what I wanted most. He slammed into me quickly and I cried out in pleasure.

“Fuck, Edward! Fuck!”

“That’s what I’m doing, Bella!” He wrapped one of his hands in my hair while the other hand gripped the bark of the tree next to my head. He started a quick rhythm, and I couldn’t even think. I was on fire. My insides were burning. The tree was tearing up my skin and his hips were slamming into mine. The sweat was running off us in rivers, and I squeezed my legs around him to make sure I didn’t slip.

My head fell to the side, my brain turning to complete mush with each thrust he gave me. He licked the indentation below my throat, tasting my skin and sweat. I could feel the skin of my opening going back and forth with his sex.

“Unnhh, Edward--you’re--so--good--I--love--you,” I told him between thrusts. Gathering what was left of my strength, I lifted my head to look into his eyes. They were dark green with lust, and he looked crazed.

I made him that way, and it was the best feeling in the world…well, beside the feeling of him doing what he was doing at the particular moment.

“I--love--you--too!” he shouted. “You’re fucking Heaven, baby!”

A few more seconds of pounding, and I was done for. I started to tighten around him, my eyes rolling in to the back of my head. My insides were now a whole forest fire. My orgasm broke free, and I was drifting. My inner walls gripped him harder than they ever had before, and I could even feel my heartbeat where we were connected. I laid my head against his chest, weak. I felt his heart pounding to the rhythm of his thrusting.

Then he let go, shuddering and spilling his seed inside me. He fell back to the ground, taking me with him, still inside me. We both rode that wave for another minute before coming back to Earth. He opened his eyes and looked at me, moving a sweaty strand of hair out of my face and smiling smugly.

“That was--”

“--mind blowing,” I finished for him. His heart started to slow down, and he softened inside me, slipping out. I kissed his chest, now aware of the pain in my back. It really fucking hurt now. But that was definitely worth it.

“We should do that every night,” I said. He laughed. “I really needed it.” I looked at him, daring him to say why he hadn’t touched me like that all day.

“I’m sorry I didn’t do that earlier. It’s just…I’m always the one to instigate the sex. You never come to me; I always go to you. I was starting to feel like an ass,” he confessed.

“I’m always all for it,” I told him. “I love when you make love to me.” He smiled wider.

“I know. I just wanted you to start it for once. I wanted you to ask for it,” he explained. “And I love when I make love to you, too.” I sighed happily and started to doze off on his chest. Yeah, now I was tired.

“There’s one more thing,” he said. I looked up at him sleepily. He grinned wickedly. “Would you mind telling me what you were really doing in the water earlier?”



A/N: I hope you liked it! Bit different, huh? It’s been nagging at me for a while, and I wished I had put it in the story, but now it’s too late…so it’s just an outtake.
I can write more fun times on the island if you guys have any suggestions! ;D


All pictures are taken from either Google or Deviantart.